jsut some great things that need to be put somewhere I'll remember to look...

MEG: and I like how fucking ugly bitches always call you ugly


katie: I need sex.
MEG: ME TOO.
MEG: I need to get LAID not LAID OFF


MEG: like I just wanna bang everyone
MEG: I don't care if I'm a whore
MEG: really don't
MEG: it's just sex
MEG: life's short, get a condom.



1/21/09

Teach your ways

Recently these lonley feelings have made me realize
I'm not alone not alone
I'm better than this and no one
can take it away from me
I could change but it wouldn't be worth it
Not worth it at all.
I am me and that's okay
The smile on my face reminds my mind
I'm great. And greatness only comes along
every once in awhile.
I've got myself, I'm not really all that alone.

1/20/09

hmph

"we are liars because it creates balance in the universe, when karma doesn't work, you gotta make shit happen yourself. Assholes need to be taken care of." -keg
keg is a group of friends and we decided that that statement is A okay. ;]



spill your secrets on me
those lies those lies
it feels so right tonight
those lies lies lies
oh no no no those lies
bury yourself in them, bury yourself down deep
deep deep deep
deep deep deep
keeping going until your heart stops
you'll feel what I felt
you wont
be okay with it
on the other hand here I am, no lies no lies
so happy, happier than you'll ever be
appretiation has risen and respect for you has fallen
so push yourself off that bridge
it'll make your life easier.

1/19/ 09

Just to get some thoughts written down

The creativity bug has bitten successfully. Words are flowing fast and frequently.


Melody's are taking shape. Im just looking forward to the opportunity of tasting this new taste.


There's a time and a place for everything,
your lies didn't arrive
but two hours too soon.


if hurt doesnt hurt,then love doesnt love,only kidding yourself if you think hugs dont hug,and kisses dont kiss

^^ just a few couple liners


this probably makes no sense....


I'd love to show you show you how happy I am,
compared to how happy you are,
you can fake happiness, but true happiness
just shows
I'm content, you may feel accomplished but you're doing shots at the bar.
I have friends who like me for who I am
You have friends for what you can do
Clearly it's not jsut me, but everyone else knows
Those real goals and dreams you reach you are way to far
From them to accomplish them before you go completely bald
you're annoying and self centered
unwated and unknown
tyring to help you put me in my own slump
but hey, you know what lying does
you said it yourself
you're tired of it
clearly so was Ilie after lie lie after confrontation after lie after confrontation
you have so many material things, you don't know the meanign of life
you said you wanted a wife....

to be continued?

I didn't get to finish :[ they're shitty I know, but it's jsut to get some thoughts out.